Yes I went over to the forces of darkness and bought a smart phone, but not an iPhone, she said in hopes that made her less horrible, nor a Blackberry but an - an - an - Android. Which I can use unimpeded by weird extra fees for a mere $35/month (thank you Virgin Mobile - and no they aren't paying me anything to say this but probably I should ask)...and has already begun driving me insane and to which I already pay too much attention, and am not sure I even know how to find the text messages on and have already doubled up email accounts and managed to stare at all day - the down side.
Up side: sitting at Laguardia waiting for a plane for over 2 1/2 hours flew by as I freaked myself out trying to figure out technology that I can't figure out.
Down side, we're driving in Maine - beautiful Maine - out of the airport in Portland and to Brunswick and my mother says: see there's a lot more snow here. I look up FROM MY PHONE to see this gorgeous snow-scape I had been missing. Oh, it is bad, bad, bad...
Now I'm here in Maine writing this blog, this time on my laptop.
We are now and officially: People of the Screen.
It is wrong, deeply wrong and I am part of it. Steeped knee deep in it. I AM it...
And, having prayed for my life and that of the other 29 passengers on my plane (it was that small) going through turbulence for over an hour, I am about to sign off from bucolic Maine, with fire in gas fire place, the gentle thrum of a quiet dishwasher, my Android on silent (my Android which I already believe secretly is inferior to an iPhone which frankly I cannot afford...and has a separate qwerty keyboard, which is good because my touch and swish skills are below par...oh God please make me Stop talking about this...)
I am hoping Ugo is OK, already miss the beast, but know Marietta will take good care of him...sad, too, to be in Maine by myself, already not looking forward to Christmas, a time my husband and I used to enjoy together up here away from everything...had a little cry in the bedroom...then back downstairs to stare at screens...I so want to be over the loss/grief bit...but I guess I don't get to press fast forward on that...shit.
Time for sleep. Happy Thanksgiving folks...tomorrow will report on food and the importance of the next day...Evacuation Day and no, it's not what you think!
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"We struggle with dream figures and our blows fall on living faces." Maurice Merleau-Ponty
When I started this blog in 2011, I was in a time of transition in my life between many identities - that of Artistic Director of a company (Apocryphal Theatre) to independent writer/director/artist/teacher and also between family identity, as I discover a new family that my grandfather's name change at the request of his boss in WWII hid from view - a huge Hungarian-Slovak contingent I met in 2011. Please note in light of this the irony of the name of my recently-disbanded theatre company. This particular transition probably began in the one month period (Dec. 9, 2009-Jan. 7, 2010) in which I received a PhD, my 20 year old cat died on my father's birthday and then my father, who I barely knew, died too. I was with him when he died and nothing has been the same since. This blog is tracing the more conscious elements of this journey and attempt to fill in the blanks. I'm also writing a book about my grandmothers that features too. I'd be delighted if you joined me. (Please note if you are joining mid-route, that I assume knowledge of earlier posts in later posts, so it may be better to start at the beginning for the all singing, all dancing fun-fair ride.) In October 2011, I moved back NYC after living in London for 8 years and separated from my now ex-husband, which means unless you want your life upended entirely don't start a blog called Somewhere in Transition. In November 2011, I adopted a rescue cat named Ugo. He is lovely. As of January 2012, I began teaching an acting class at Hunter College, which is where one of my grandmothers received a scholarship to study acting, but her parents would not let her go. All things come round…I began to think it may be time to stop thinking of my life in transition when in June 2012 my stepfather Tom suddenly died. Now back in the U.S. for a bit, I notice, too, my writing is more overtly political, no longer concerned about being an expat opining about a country not my own. I moved to my own apartment in August 2012 and am a very happy resident of Inwood on the top tip of Manhattan where the skunks and the egrets roam in the last old growth forest on the island.
I am now transitioning into being married again with a new surname (Barclay-Morton). John is transitioning from Canada to NYC and as of June 2014 has a green card. So transition continues, but now from sad to happy, from loss to love...from a sense of alienation to a sense of being at home in the world.
As of September 2013 I started teaching writing (composition and rhetoric) as an adjunct professor at Fordham University, which I have discovered I love with an almost irrational passion. So blessed for the opportunity and hope to find a more permanent job doing same.
I worked full time on the book thanks to a successful crowd-funding campaign in May 2014 and completed it at two residencies at Vermont Studio Center and Wisdom House in summer 2015. I have done some revisions and am shopping it around to agents and publishers now, along with having written a rough draft of a new book and some other projects.
Not sure when transition ends, if it ever does. As the saying goes, the only difference between a sad ending and a happy ending is where you stop rolling the film.
For professional information, publications, etc., go to my linked in profile and website for Barclay Morton Editorial & Design. My Twitter account is @wilhelminapitfa. You can find me on Facebook under my full name Julia Lee Barclay-Morton. More about my grandmothers' book: The Amazing True Imaginary Autobiography of Dick & Jani
Recently, I started a website Our Grandmothers, Our Selves, which has stories about many people's grandmothers. Please check it out. I will be blogging there, too, now.